It's 1st of May, i decided to set myself a timer on YOU!
WHY why why would i do so?
because i don't wish to tears every night when I'm lying on my bed.
and missing you every night.
There's so much questions with unknown answers appearing in my mind.
That's seriously HURT!!!
为什么愛你那麼短、遺忘卻那麼長?
I know i should stop this earlier and earlier but i just cant do it.
I hope u do understand me. and I'm sorry for the troubles that happened on you because of me.
And sooooo, I'm telling myself now.
Make a due date for u & me.
x MONTH.
After this period, if we still keeping on this BEST-friendship. Then FINE, i know i should force myself to stop thinking about you. and move away my SIGHT and MIND with ♥ from you!
However, if there's something EXPECTED/UNEXPECTED happen within this period, then i wish that would be a miracle between us. And wish that would be the last B'day wish that i have made.
I'm not sure will u think in the same way with me, but what im thinking is it's really suffering when two person can't get together but they still caring and loving each other so much.
And i just wanna tell you: What had happened, just let it PAST!
We have to look forward!
So, i wish you can get over the wall and fences that you have now and think about it thoroughly and make a decision clearly.
虽然我们属于过去, 但我希望未来是属于我们的!❤